Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Another day in my frighten mind

Why am I so afraid of my grilfriend doing the same shit she did last year?  As soon as College started again, I can't help but think that something WILL happen again.  That fear has me so paranoid that when ever she isn't talking or with me during her break times i automatically start thinking negative about her.  I fucking hate this shit.  I don't want to be like this.  But at the same time, I don't want to be blind sighten again.. I want to fall in her arms and have her inbrace me.  But i'm to much of a coward to commit myself to that.  I've been hurt before and i feel like a fucking dog To afraid to actually do or have her "pet" me in a way.  I need to figure something out before it's too late.

9 comments:

  1. you gotta learn to trust her or tell her whats bothering you.

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  2. ^This. If you feel that way though, have you considered the fact that she may not be for you?

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  3. hey bro
    dont get attached man
    be alpha
    live life happy

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  4. yo bro you gotta learn to not be emotionally attached
    be an alpha and be succesful

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  5. She might do it again

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  6. dude, relax and be alpha as fuck !

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  7. nice,supportin' every day
    Please do aswell
    http://joitescurazvan.blogspot.com/

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