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Friday, September 17, 2010
Working out and losing weight!
I began to work out a whilea go. It's hard trying to lose weight when I tend to eat a lot. Or just junk food. How can I lose weight if I eat junk food! I need to figure out a way to stop eating so much. I don't even want to weight myself. I don't know but usually when i bend over my whole gut shows, yet when I'm standing it doesn't really show. WTF? I hate that :(
Thursday, September 16, 2010
College sucks balls
I have no idea what I'm doing. I can't decide whether to be a linguistics major, or a lawyer. Either sound like shit, but I want to pick something already. Not only that but my girlfriends birthday is coming up. This monday. I wanted to make her something special and awesome. BUT here is the shitty part. I 've been to busy and tired from Classes to try and do anything. We were talking a few nights ago and she mentioned she use to play street fighter 2 and mortal kombat 2 for the snes when she was younger with a friend o hers. She no longer is friends with them and no longer has that game. She remembers it and misses it. SO i wanted to ind it. I'm trading it with some bastard on some trading game site. So far it's been over 5 days and nothing! I also want to make her a cake. I bought her a little cow pillow this morning. Haven't showed it to her. There was so much I wanted to get her. Not a lot..Just a few things. But I forgot my money at home. So I'm all damn! Sucks man. I just hope I have everything ready for Monday! She and her friend were planning on renting a really crappy hotel and watching hentai...Yeah. She's like that :P Though she and her friend got into an arguement. So I don't know if they are still talking or going to do that. Anyways, I'm done for now.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Another day in my frighten mind
Why am I so afraid of my grilfriend doing the same shit she did last year? As soon as College started again, I can't help but think that something WILL happen again. That fear has me so paranoid that when ever she isn't talking or with me during her break times i automatically start thinking negative about her. I fucking hate this shit. I don't want to be like this. But at the same time, I don't want to be blind sighten again.. I want to fall in her arms and have her inbrace me. But i'm to much of a coward to commit myself to that. I've been hurt before and i feel like a fucking dog To afraid to actually do or have her "pet" me in a way. I need to figure something out before it's too late.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Being too afraid to actually trust someone
Man, I hate not being able to trust my girlfriend. I assume she will run at the first chance she gets. I hate that feeling. Something similar has happened before we even got together Which explains why I have these feelings and thoughts. I hate them :( I 'm so needy...
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